My anxiety is really high today. I don’t know the cause, just know my children make it worse. I heard on the radio someone started writing a journal. This is a public writing blog and I thought what better exercise then writing thoughts that prevent me from being happy. Anyways, I have money and child discipline activities on my mind. The family may move soon so that pressure is growing. “Do I have enough money to move?” Will I have enough money? I need to find a new job. What if they don’t like me? What if my current success is a fluke? What if the new place is worse than this place..
Anyways, post number 1.. I hope it makes me feel better